it's kind of weird to think about it, but izaya has been an important part of my life for almost a decade! he means the world to me, and i do mean that in every sense of the phrase. i would be a completely different person today were it not for izaya.

he is my beautiful wife and i am the luckiest person alive to have him in my life. i don't consider myself a huge romanticist, but when it comes to izaya, he is the sole exception. i'm very dedicated to him and i love expressing my love for him. sometimes this just happens to be in the form of hatred. that is normal. i get really bad cuteness aggression towards him that manifests in unusually violent ways.

my biggest desire in loving izaya is that i am just able to make him happy and help him work through anything that he is unhappy with (i want to see him grow as a person). i think i am considered a selfless lover. it's all about my wife!!!

he is very charming and endearing to me. the first thing that drew me to him was admittedly his looks, but the more i saw of him, the more interested i became in his personality. as someone who was already growing an interest in psychology, i got really excited when i saw he was so passionate about it. a shared interest...!

the more i saw of him, the more i thought he was really cute. i like the big difference between how he presents himself as this cool and composed guy, but in his personal time, he wears bunny slippers and pouts when things don't go his way. it makes me want to dote on him...

if you're curious about ximezaya, i put my sona's toyhouse link below. izaya looks so freakish and cute in all of their art...! the other link goes to my xmzy page on my main site. it's certainly much more fleshed out than this one...